Monthly Archives: June 2010

I’m not a ‘glass half-empty’ kind of girl

I’m a regular subscriber to Hugh MacLeod‘s newsletter, where I receive one of his drawings in my inbox everyday. And each day, I look forward to reading what piece of inspiration Hugh would send this time. The picture above is one of my favourites (it was hard to choose, but I think this one speaks to me a lot) and maybe that’s because if you had to illustrate what goes on inside my brain, this might as well be it.

Possibilities run around in my mind every second I’m awake. I’m a daydreamer. I’m an optimist. I always carry my glass half-full even when I find myself in a large room with people holding their glasses half-empty. Storytelling is my thing but I also always been into entrepreneurship and technology. These three things get me thinking – a lot. I’ve even gotten myself back on the reading bandwagon (I’m currently in this crazy non-fiction phase) and this just further fuels my intoxication.

When I meet other people and start talking about all the crazy stuff they could possibly do, sometimes I get weird looks or the typical lets-be-realistic-here talk. Sometimes it’s hard for me to understand how some people can’t think about the possibilities that are out there for them, but this is probably the same reason why it’s hard for people to understand why my head is ‘up in the clouds’. I still consider myself realistic to some degree, but I don’t want that to stop me from thinking outside the box and trying something new, something different, or even something that scares me.

Go ahead and intoxicate yourself with possibility.

Heck, get high off the ideas that are running in your head. I always feel an adrenaline rush when I do. This type of intoxication is  a good feeling. It’s a feeling that can help you get things done, add some accomplishments on your list, meet people you wouldn’t have otherwise met, possibly earn you more money, possibly lead you to a job you’d actually enjoy doing…the list goes on.

Love, Life, Enterprise, Discovery? Its one of those powerful moments which don’t come that often, but can profoundly affect us.

(from the gapingvoid newsletter: cartoon #42 – ‘Intoxicated’ March 17, 2010)

I’ve had a few of these powerful moments and I’m craving for more. It’s what led me to start a web series with my friends, it’s what led me to start my own business, But I’m not gonna push for it. Instead, I’ll keep dreaming and thinking away, doing what I need and want to do so I can get these projects of mine lined up and launched.

I’m going to end this post with a few more of my favourites from gapingvoid – it’s a rainy day here in Toronto and looking back at these lifted my spirits up, so I’m posting them.

Here are the others I didn’t have time to put in this post: ‘Dent‘, ‘I Create‘, and ‘Poisoned‘. Hope you enjoy them! (And to check out Hugh’s other artwork, click here)

21 Days of Yoga & Writing

Starting tomorrow, June 8th, I’m participating in this project Bindu Wiles created called 21.5.800:

For 21 days, we’ll be doing 5 days of yoga a week and 800 words of writing per day. WAIT!

Don’t stop reading! Hear me out.

Here’s the deal;

THE WRITING: The writing can be ANYTHING. Memoir, blogs, business plans, essays, fiction, free-writing, letters,……..ANYTHING. The point is to get writing again daily and to have the boundaries and challenge of a daily word count to reach.

THE YOGA: There are several options for you to do the yoga portion of 21.5.800 5 times in 7 days.  Here are the options: 1. Go to a yoga class in your ‘hood. 2. Do a yoga dvd at home. 3. Take a 20-40 minute savasana* at home on the floor.

This could not have come at a better time for me! Since “starting fresh” last week, I’m really excited to participate in this project and challenge myself (I’ve never committed to yoga for more than 3 days straight so this should be interesting…). Also, I need redeem myself after having my not-so-successful (25) Days of Scriptwriting challenge/project. Since 21.5.800 has almost 200 people signed up, maybe having this community would help reach the daily goals. Here’s what I’m hoping to get out of this:

  • More focus and clarity with my creative projects (whether it’s for my small business or web series)
  • Get into the habit or routine of ideas flowing, creative energy running through my veins, and getting words on that piece of paper or computer screen.
  • Meet/connect with others who are also doing this project

So, are you in?

Start the Fire

I recently got Danielle LaPorte’s Fire Starter Sessions (disclaimer: that’s an affiliate link. Yes, I love this e-book that much that I became a proud affiliate) and I think it’s exactly what I needed to get myself back on track of the goals and projects I gave myself this past year. I’ve been in a slump lately when it came to updating this site. Most of this was due to my indecisive nature back in the driver’s seat. So instead of writing away like I planned, I allowed resistance and doubt to get the best of me (there were a lot of Should I write about that?, It won’t make sense if I write that on my blog, Would this be too personal?, etc.).

You’re freer than you think you are.

But over this past week, this all changed. For some reason, this week – out of all the other weeks – was the week where it just ‘clicked’. Danielle’s FireStarter-isms finally got to my head. Everything I’ve been nagging to myself about finally got to me. I’ve reached a point where I couldn’t take any more of the indecisiveness & wishy-washy-back-and forth actions. I have an idea of what I want now (or at least I know what I don’t want). I’ve finally reached a point in my life where thing have never been this clear about my goals and the future (there’s still some fuzziness here and there, but man is it clearer than before!). So why am I still letting all this resistance get to me?

Define yourself on your own terms

My brain is currently experiencing an overload of ideas. I can’t stop thinking about things I want to do, write, read, create, share, etc. My mind is on fire and I love it. I’m now working on the things I’ve been putting off. Things are starting to get done! Creative collaborations up ahead! So I’m holding on tight (but not too tight) – this is gonna be an interesting ride.

* quotes from The Fire Starter Sessions, pg. 12